Why do we think we are smarter than a person standing in front of us???
I have had contacts with many people in my life who thought my thinking was right and even I think more mature compared to my age․

Recently someone called me a person who thinks in a short way, not smart and always wrong. Of course, that was shocking for me because it was the first time.
But what that person thinks, maybe smart words have another meaning for some people which is incomprehensible for me…
I don’t know math ( I hate math for some reasons) I don’t know much about geography or chemistry, I don’t know English very well,

First of all English is not my own language and I have never lived in a country where people speak in English. If I can connect how many times I have spoken English the total hours will be max 24 hours, but at least I am trying… And if you think that I am dumb because of my English mistake, actually it is not my problem.
Second, to know math or to graduate from a popular university doesn’t mean you are smart, I don’t know why people think if they graduate they understand more than people who are not… I graduated with a bachelor’s degree and master’s degree so what? I should call myself smarter and people who knew about it should say “Whatever, she is smarter cuz she graduated from this or that university?” and I should behave myself very arrogant???
Some people have a goal to enter a good university and to have a job at a popular company. I know that kind of people and I am very proud of them, but they have never ranked themselves higher never…

A lot of people are readers, I love them, they kinda smell a book who can walk… but they are not reading to get smarter and prove that…and they are never going to tell how they read this and they know about this more. No! They are reading for them, they want to develop themselves and live life easier, they will explain your mistakes in a very polite way… 

I am a person who has gone through all that, after graduation I worked 2 and 8 months in very good companies and I know that office life and I know what it means to work. Even knew that I hate what I am doing, I work, but there is a time when finally I found strength in myself and started to do what I actually want to do, and even know about it someone called me that I am wrong…
I am a person who loves to write because when I am writing I give more attention to my words. I share my feelings, not just my voice because I still believe that people can understand me. You can listen to unsaid words in this way, and find silence in my words. This is my way and I am happy about that. If you missed my words you can read it again and my words will not be forgotten. I can write more about writing, but it deserves a new article

Frankly said I have never thought that they will push away my texts, they will judge me for that…I am pretty sure if they will read my texts they will understand me more…Not everyone deserves a text or letters remember that…


Of course, I am not saying I am smarter, I just have a deep soul, very deep and unfortunately, some people are scared for that deepest…
I always asking close people to write me a letter, (hi those and thanks who did it)
I know it’s hard to write, you think I will ask you to do something ordinary haha…But believe for me is always going to be harder to write than for you…
But we can talk, talk and talk, we can interrupt each other at least if we have emotions,,, But if you got a text on your phone or letter you can read it and no one will interrupt you, you can feel every word more because you can read it over and over again,,, I don’t understand why people judging long texts…I will always believe that there are people who can feel what is on my mind, and which way my mind thinking and I am sure they will appreciate and in the end will smile…
I made a lot of mistakes about myself, my family members, but to not pick up the phone and not to even text my brother how he is life (even if sometimes I hate him, brother-sister connection) it will never and ever make me first to feel good and second to be smarter


You are smarter when you know there is water and there is glass, and what else can water and glass do for you,
You are smarter when you know ethics,
You are smarter until you can be helpful for society,
You are smarter because you are not arrogant, haughty,
You are smarter because you never think you know more than someone else,
You are smarter because you know the beauty of  life,
You are smarter because you not only think about yourself you also know there is people who also have feelings…
You are smarter because you always finding a solution in hard times
You are smarter when you can not solve your problems by pushing away people for some stupid words…

I don’t know why for someone I am short-minded and judged by texts, maybe it’s another way to push me away and live a life where “ short-minded” can not be with … I don’t know…
But I think twice before judging, I think my actions and my lifestyle speak about more than some people can think….

Be Strong and Kind,,,Treat Yourself
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With Love
On My Mind